Oh happy day

So far, 2012 rocks! All because, for these first three days, I’m alive every morning. That freakin’ rocks! Grateful a bit? Heck yeah.

I spent 12 uninterrupted hours with someone I was making an honest attempt to stay away from. Someone I was truly trying to “get over” if you will. And they were a few of the best hours we’ve spent together. Strange. I don’t regret one second of it. I almost feel as if I’m anticipating our next encounter. Or perhaps am addicted to the sexiness that I’m attracted to. I don’t know. It don’t matter. The only thing I’m certain of, is I can’t wait to see him again. Oh boy, I can’t wait to hear the verbal whiplash I’ll get from my therapist tomorrow. I almost feel like I’d rather stay at work that hour instead. Ha.

Back to work today after three days off. I expected chaos, but it was actually easy to control. Either that, or I’m just amazing. They keep telling me I’m amazing, but sometimes, I don’t feel amazing. But it’s nice to know I’m amazing to someone. Makes me feel better about showing up to work every day. :-)

One of the trainers could tell I needed a bit of a pick-me-up when I first arrived, so she read me this quote…

“Give thanks for a little and you will find a lot.”  — The Hausa of Nigeria

It was perfect. It was exactly what I needed to remind me to continue to be grateful for waking up each morning. I wrote it up on my large white board and looked at it frequently today. I’d nod my head in agreement each and every time I read it, all while thinking about one thing I was currently thankful for. I read it seven times. Tomorrow, maybe seven more. (shruggs shoulders)

Anway, it’s Tuesday, and that means there’s a new NCIS on. And it’s starting right now.

Right now, I’m thankful for this fabulous NCIS cast.