I have a crush...

...on a boy. And the feeling is a little strange and unfamiliar.

I can't categorize it into any sort of feeling I've had before. Ever. And I've had a lot of feelings. (ha.) It's a feeling of uncomfortableness, coupled with a feeling of joy and excitement. My heart races in strange ways when he brushes my leg accidentally. I don't get that lets have sex cause you touched me kind of feeling. Although I'm very attracted to him, I don't feel I need to jump his bones while we're walking through Target together.

He's a guy, so of course expressing his feelings is totally out of the question. That's unfortunate for me, and I'm quite positive that's what brings on my uncomfortableness. But, I deal with it. It's what I do.